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# Day 20 - Not yet Folie
- URL: https://wckd.xyz/day-20-not-yet-folie/
- Published: 2026-11-12T16:45:00.000Z
- Updated: 2026-11-13T16:46:10.000Z
- Description: Horizon forbidden west is amazing! Aloy I love you.
- Author: folie
- Tags: #avoided, Unapologetic conditioning

I thought that today is the day I can stop my meds. Istg I'm feeling fine, much better since I believe I have made peace with the current phase of life. But of course the doctor knows more. Onwards we go, focusing on my happiness and peace, as my doctor suggest.

### Build

Finalizing my event, ready for tomorrow. I also installed Horizon forbidden west and that's a plus for sure. Oh and I did workout and swim as well. I finished phase 2 preparation of Zenka. Still need to double check the architecture.

### Learned 

The moment I'm true to myself, sometimes I feel a slight discomfort. Understandable though as it's the cost of not being right (most often). But being true to myself, it's first priority.

### Silly

I'm not as bad as my inner critic told me. They're just frustrated because I'm yet to live a live truly aligned to myself.

### Avoided

Sharing things, be vulnerable without a reciprocal action.

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true, with a slight discomfort of not being right.